So I decided that I can't let myself get down everytime I miss my dad, or things don't stay the same, or go the way I want them to. As much as I enjoy having control over certain aspects of my life, I'm slowly learning that sometimes I just can't control things, or that it's futile to even try. I always thought I was a more 'go with the flow' type of person, and I still think that I am in a lot of ways. But I also like things just so, or done in a very specific way. Otherwise I get anxious and annoyed. LOL I'm probably mentally unstable or something.
A lot has happened in the last month. Most for the good, but some for the bad. But as far as I see it, pro's are outweighing the cons, so I don't think I have anything to worry about. Everything will work out.
As for my art - I keep forgetting to take/post pictures!!! I have a few smaller projects that I will be getting finished soon, so I will attempt to remember to take pictures... and then evenutally upload them. Maybe. Hahaha. Renovating the house is taking up a lot of my spare time.... and it's moving along sooooooo sloooooooowly. But a fire has been lit under my husband's ass, so hopefully it'll start moving a little faster over the next week or so. His goal is before the end of summer. My goal is before the start of summer! So we can put a lid on it, and go have fun with friends in forrests, on lakes, and other cities
I'm really looking forward to spring and summer. I've decided I really don't like winter as much as I used to. I don't know if maybe the depression issues that run in my family are worse in the winter, but I just can't seem to find inspiration in anything when it's gloomy and cold. I also really just want to go houseboating with friends on Sproat Lake when it's blazing hot out, float in the warm water all day, and have bonfires and music and fun after the sun goes down. It makes me feel more like a kid, again. Can't wait for camping season!!!